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Virginia Woolf’s letter

September 8, 2008 by Viola

This is Virginia Woolf’s last letter to her husband before she left her Sussex home.

I first heared this letter from the movie 《The Hours》。Today I found the full vision。It was still very touching to read。

Dearest, I feel certain I am going mad again. I feel we can’t go through another of those terrible times. And I shan’t recover this time. I begin to hear voices, and I can’t concentrate. So I am doing what seems the best thing to do. You have given me the greatest possible happiness. You have been in every way all that anyone could be. I don’t think two people could have been happier till this terrible disease came. I can’t fight any longer. I know that I am spoiling your life, that without me

you could work. And you will I know. You see I can’t even write this properly. I can’t read. What I want to say is I owe all the happiness of my life to you. You have been entirely patient with me and incredibly good. I want to say that - everybody knows it. If anybody could have saved me it would have been you. Everything has gone from me but the certainty of your goodness. I can’t go on spoiling your life any longer.I don’t think two people could have been happier than we have been.

 

 

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Please end this

August 21, 2008 by Viola

All this saga about Sheva going back to Milan is making me sick.

20,000,000 euros. It’s all about the money, isn’t it? I suddeny became very angry after I saw the news. Chelsea makes me angry, Milan also makes me angry. Everybody makes me angry. I hate the fact that at this point they still couldn’t let Sheva go. Why can’t you just admit that you both made a mistake? Why can’t you just fix the problem? I feel sorry for Sheva. If he stay, I wiil not forgive Milan for this. If he goes, I still will not forgive Chelsea for what they did.

God, please end this. Stay or go, just give me a result. I can’t live like this. He can’t live like this. We’re too tired, we just want this to end. Period.

Sky Sport: Sheva move called off

Andriy Shevchenko’s proposed return to AC Milan from Chelsea has collapsed.

Milan confirmed earlier this week they were in ongoing talks with Chelsea over a loan move for Rossoneri legend Shevchenko.

Shevchenko has struggled to make an impact at Stamford Bridge since his big-money arrival from Milan in the summer of 2006.

The Ukrainian international is thought to be keen on a move back to Milan as he looks to get his career back on track.

However, Milan’s chief executive Adriano Galliani claims talks have broken down after Chelsea changed the conditions of the deal.

Galliani claims Chelsea are no longer interested in loaning out Shevchenko and would prefer to sell the 31-year-old on a permanent basis.

The Milan official now says the deal is dead in the water leaving Shevchenko in limbo.

“Talks over Shevchenko are deadlocked at the moment,” Galliani told reporters.

“Milan were interested in taking the player on loan with the right to buy but Chelsea said no because they wanted a full sale, therefore negotiations are over.”

“Negotiations for Shevchenko are at the moment frozen,” he told Gazzetta dello Sport.

“Milan had wanted to take the player on loan with the right to buy him, but Chelsea said no because they wanted us to buy him outright.

“Therefore negotiations are through.”

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This is why I fell for you

August 20, 2008 by Viola

I dreamed ahout Miro last night.

You might not believe me, but it’s true.

I know I’ve been a total idiot for the past two monthes. I fell for Miro too quickly, too fast, I didn’t leave myself any chance to recover.

Today I heard the news about Sheva going back to Milan. I almost cried.

Two years, two damn years! It’s like a nightmare, and now it’s just keep getting worse. My heart was broken when he left Milan two years ago around this time, and I never thought he could come back. Life is such a tricky game to play. Just when I was about to accept his relationship with Micha ( I know I shouldn’t,  but anyhow~),  this news was announced. It was like a bomb dropping from nowhere, I was so shocked what I couldn’t even react.

Sheva, oh what can I say, he is the only person in the world who can break my heart twice, yet I still have tons of feelings for him. Yes, he left me too much memories, both good and bad. Now he is coming back, I don’t know what to think. He is not young anymore, he is not that wonder boy who scored 129 goals for Milan anymore. This is a sad story, two years in London didn’t bring him too much joy, now, I don’t know if the joy will ever return to his life.

What about Micha? Should he return to Germany too? After all, that’s where his heart belongs, right? That’s where Miro is. I can’t imagine what would be like if he really choose to go back. That would be a dream come true for me.

Ah, I think too much, I must stop this none sense. I must think rationally.

Stop daydreaming!

Change the mood, change the theme.

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Marysue问卷

July 31, 2008 by Viola

WP怎么变中文的了。。。。。我真的是太久没来了啊。我都不知道怎么换回英文的了。好不习惯啊。不管了我懒得去找。

点名这种东西还是很有趣的。不过内容还是有点那个。。。。。。。。

大家都来玛丽苏

规则：
1.要毫无隐藏讲出真心话。
2.不能没有接棒人。
3.指定的人必须要是男生。
4.再被传回来的话要再次作答。

我选波波。我就不写干花。我就不写。他是个脑残。我不写脑残。

1：跟波波邂逅的场景。

肯定是我去看他比赛啦然后就挤在人群里死命地喊“Lukas！Lukas！”（好惨啊！）

2：对波波哪个地方最萌？

无比灿烂的笑容啊。说起话来大大咧咧脑子不会转弯。像个小孩一样毛绒绒的可爱死了啊。

3：你希望波波是S还是M？

他。。。。。。。叹气。有了猪他还有机会当S么。他只能是M啊。

4：对于波波的什么动作最萌？

很NB很骄傲地翘起大拇指的样子我最萌。如下图啦。

5：喜欢波波怎样的个性？

开心时没心没肺像个孩子。但是认真的时候就很成熟。一副谁都不敢惹他的冷冰冰样子。（果然是双子座啊！）

6：讨厌的地方？

没有。他闹情绪我也喜欢。好吧此人脑子太直有时就容易想不通。想不通就容易干傻事说傻话。

7：希望波波能怎样？能做些什么？

能打主力啊。能继续进球啊。还有就是保持现在的发型。表再换了。

8：希望他和谁再要好一点？

他和猪已经够好了。我希望他和米洛再好一点。我最偏心米洛，没错。因为我一直觉得米洛是最懂他的人。而且也是队里最疼爱他的人。再说，他们的配合是多么美好呀。

9：描写或绘画波波时会特别注重的地方？

他的无敌清澈蓝色眼睛啊。如下图。

10：如果当他家人的话会是？

他是那种一看见就让人母性泛滥成灾的人。所以当姐姐可以好好宠他啊。

11：日本学生制服或者西洋学院风的话？

当然是西洋风啊。日本的制服只有日本男生才能穿出味道。不过穿正装会憋死他吧。

12：私服的话运动装和牛仔裤哪个好一点？

虽说他训练时就穿够了运动装。但是还是觉得他是那种太阳光的人。牛仔在他身上都显得拘束啊。

13：想和他结婚吗？

他不是都当爹了吗。

14：最后请献上你的爱。

波波我爱你！（好没创意。）

~FIN~

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Daily rambling

July 27, 2008 by Viola

两个月没来这了么. 连控制版面都变了.

其实一直在写. 不过因为内容都是比赛, 所以都写在 “我爱樱桃番茄” 那个blog里了. 说到那个blog我就气. 从不轻易把那个blog地址给别人的. 只有几个朋友看. 因为我知道球迷都很容易冲动, 所以不想找不必要的麻烦. 就这么安静地写了两年, 谁知一次欧洲杯, 百度竟然很RP地把我的这个blog给推荐上首页了. 然后就无数的广告, 无数的spam, 气死我了.

放假第一个月, 一头扎进欧洲杯里. 看比赛收图聊天. 宅了一个月. 每天几乎不吃喝. 心里只想着球. 外婆上周见我, 第一句话就是: 孩子你瘦了. 我好开心. 看完决赛后, 整整一周都状如野鬼, 魂不守舍.

放假第二个月, 一头扎进各个论坛. 昏天黑地的恶补德足八卦. 比第一个月还要宅. 没办法, 德足的论坛是比意甲做的好. 但是我承认我动机不良. 我去官网注册就是为了去同人版. ORZ.

我妈看不下去了. 整天盼着我出门活动. 不管是去买东西还是去看电影她都特开心. 只要我不粘在电脑前, 她就满足了.

没法和她沟通啊.

Credi还是记恨着我上个月的行为, 这个月明显不愿意和我说话了. 上MSN也躲着我. 拉着飞翔去看俄超. 颤抖. 我只不过随口说说, 她还真的当真了. 好吧好吧, 你看去吧. 我恨死的俄罗斯队你就去看吧. 我发了封很长的信给她, 她说她很高兴, 可是还是能感觉得到她的回避.

于是和66猛聊电影. 她果然是最棒的. 我们一起贴黑白老片的图. 布列松, 安东尼奥尼, 德西卡…….还听她讲了很多以前不知道的故事. 在她的怂恿下我又借来了安哲的雾中风景. 第一次看安哲的经历很失败, 希望这一次会让我有所改观.

上周和蝴蝶玩得很high. 我们俩认识的过程非常神奇. 是我先在官网上看到月饼的一篇写给米洛的文, 然后知道她也在美国, 就厚脸皮跑去勾搭她. 聊啊聊的月饼知道我在LA就告诉我, 这个假期蝴蝶刚好在UCLA做exchange student. 于是我们就这样见面了. 看电影, 吃东西, 逛LA, 然后每天都在MSN上聊到很晚, 因为不用管时差嘛. 前天又去Universal Studio玩了一天. 乐疯了. 其实我们喜欢的球队都很不一样, 蝴蝶是看英超的, 她最喜欢米夏. 月饼是看德甲的, 她最喜欢米洛. 而我是看意甲的, 我喜欢小波. 不过我们还是聊得开心得要死. 她听到我去年都没有去看切尔西在UCLA的集训都要吐血了. 我说我那时还没有喜欢上米夏嘛. 要是喜欢的话我还会不去? 这样的感觉很好.

总之, 日子就这样平淡地过着. 和这些朋友聊天, 看看电影. 晚上睡前读读书, 也很好. 对了, 上周一口气看完了两季的Skins. 刚开始听英式口音有点费劲, 后面越看越好看. 可是我想我应该不会追第三季了. 因为喜欢的这些演员都不会再出现了.

快有一年没有登录Facebook了. 竟然还记得密码. 激活了帐户以后进去看了看, 越发觉得无趣. 那些友邻名单里的人, 生活还是那样. 没有变化. 我又想deactive我的帐户了…….

不写了. 突然觉得很烦. 这几天一直在酝酿给Pippo写的生日贺文. 今年一定要好好写. 因为今年对他来说是如此不平凡也很悲情的一年.

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